forced blog

have you ever done something when actually your not in the mood to do it? well this is it, my girlfriend which i might say is very frisky about blog told me that if i didn't write this she wouldn't go to bed. hmpf. well on the flipside let me start by telling you how i woke up, see usually i don't like to wake up early, i'm not a very morning'y person. at precisely 6.15am she cried and as strange as it might sounds she woke me up, she was crying because the material that she had read for today's exam was all completely wroooong, the chapters were all mixed up.. hmpf.. so i told her not to cry, and start reading the right ones,,, she did it, but she's still sobbed a little. i felt so sorry for her. she'd been going trough some rough times. here's a brief enlightenment for all of you who are still baffled, see my sister (well actually not only my sister, me & my brother also) went to junior high at Papua, and since there are no high schools with proper conditions my family decided to move her (before it was me and my brother) to Malang, so she (we) can get a better education here. well since the move she'd been experiencing somewhat of a culture shock, and it has only been one month, one month people.. pheeew.. yesterday she cried, she's affarid that she'll fail and won't pass to the next grade, she said "orang-orang disini pinter-pinter ko, trus klo belajar cepet-cepet" well, i personally have no doubt in my sisters scholastic capabilities,, she'd represent the Papua province in last year's mathematic olympics for cryin out loud, how smart can you get!! damn!! well maybe it's not so much the academic aspect of it, i think it's the social. like if you moved to somewhere new, and you have to learn new culture, new friends, new rule, well maybe time is all it takes to make her feel fit in, but i'm sure hoping it doesn't take too long. poor nonik T.T moving on, this afternoon i went out with my mom, she needed to buy some work shoes, so we went to Matahari, while she was trying the shoes, i can't help but notice that the song that was playing in that store was repeated over and over again, the song was mbah surip's "tak gendong", okay okay i know it's a famous song and the singer had died, so maybe it was some kind of memoriam thingy, but do they have to play it like 20000 times? uurgh,, later that afternoon, i went with my girlfriend to GOR Ken Arok to watch our former high school's cheerleader squad, it was a long drive but when we got there, guess what? the cheerleaders had already done their routine.. uurgh.. huge disappointment.. after we got home my girlfriend wanted me to teach her how to drive a manual car, since her car's automatic. what is it with girls and clutch that seems they don't click in? the lesson was a long and frustrating one, with the car going on and off several times. after dinner i went futsal'ing, the place was like in the middle of nowhere, and the field was dreadfully horrible. that's the lst time i ever played there.. hmppf.. well there's my day pretty much, i gotta go, my girlfriend's kinda irritated at me cause i'm keeping her waiting while i write this blog. hahaha.

hun,becareful with what you wish for, cause you might just get it..

hahaha..

wrapping up, see u soon..